Life as it is.

Food Poisoning.

2012-02-28T13:19:00.001+08:00

No worries, I'm still alive and kicking. I don't remember the last time nor I had food poisoning in my life before. The most was just running to the toilet several times and I rather experience that than having to throw up please. :/

Don't know if it was the leftover pizza the previous day I bought for my siblings as dinner, or the potato salad I had from Starbucks. Guess its the latter... Was just teaching tuition halfway through and I felt nauseous, like very very nauseous and immediately I went to throw up the salad I had earlier on. Tank my way through till home and get changed, hopped onto bed. Thought it was just the time of the month that made me like this but the second throw up made it worse. Stomach was churning nonstoppppp (its been more than 12hours, and you bet, its still churning now). Seriously I didn't know food poisoning was this terrible. Sigh..

I guess times like this I got to see who really cared and who don't.

BY THE WAY....

Was just feeling bored so I went to check my stats. Blogger and Nuffnang stats. Lol I look at the search engine keywords that were typed in to reach here or http://delusionalmemory.blogspot.com I really wanna laugh. Don't know if I should feel honoured or what, thanks leh I didn't know my life is still so interesting people still wanna look up to it. Take a chill pill, this is the only domain I'm typing my thoughts down, no other places in the World Wide Net already. I'm not so free leh, WHERE GOT TIME?

Quiet weekend.

2012-02-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

Spent my day alone in town yesterday running some errands. When was the last time man? No doubt I had a terrible night indeed, but the messages that kept flooding in were enough to make me feel loved. Times like this I just wanna give all of them a hug. Everything will be fine at the end, yes? :D Can't afford to think any further because I'm going bonkers soon. Should just divert all this energy into school and work instead, just like how I was doing in the past..

Holiday week! Still as busy, of course. Need to utilise the time to rush group assignments before I'd have a hard time in March. On a side note, I can't wait for everything to be over. Time please flyyyyy. :(

Just back from a wake, it kinda make me realise how vulnerable a life can be. Spent decades slogging your guts out, growing up, setting up a family, building homes for your loved ones, but at the end of the day there's nothing you can bring with you.. No wonder they're always saying people should cherish their own lives, isn't it? How many people would wanna have the chance to survive as much as they could, and how many people are always talking about how much they wanna die la whatsoever. Seriously, people should just treasure what they have before its too late.

Always be my baby.

2012-02-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

I see the need to update as often as I can, for memories sake. :)

On Saturday, I met Siang and Huei after my tuition! He picked me up before meeting XH at PS, and brunch at Aston's, and its a good thing that he's meeting us pretty often now and I've him to rant on heheh.

Caught Safe House, a long movie but wasn't really that nice I guess? No wow factor -.- By the time we're done, it was already night time. See, thats how fast time can pass. Thank goodness for them to spend my Saturday away. <3

Finally bought muffin tray at Carrefour and get started with baking! Egg tarts for the first time, and it kinda failed :( My daddy is always so nice to say its nice its nice, and brought half of the tarts I baked to work. So loved! Gonna try improving on the egg tarts next time......

And school started, as usual it sucks. Monday was awesome! XLB buffet at Holland V again with the same khaki, good food and good company is the best combination. :) How interesting can school get right? :( Suckkkkk. Can't wait for Oct to come.

When it gets tough.

2012-02-18T01:46:00.001+08:00

Finally after a busy and tiring week, its Friday! I reckon its gonna a pretty long post so.. Be prepared!

Our suntanning plan literally failed on Monday, because of alllll days, the sun didn't wanna come out and there was a drizzle. Seriously, of all days?! Well it was cancelled so we stayed in bed for a lil while before meeting Xinghuei out for lunch and 3 of us started the day with assignment......

From Starbucks to her house, not much work was done as usual when there were more talk than serious work lol. So I've to stay up for nights again editing work ah checking this and that. Don't even dare to think about the grades. :/ Oh, Tue's long night was the reason I skipped school the next day! ^^

Forgotten when I had this in school....

Uh ya, as you can see I have only food pictures because its what I do everyday hahahah. Met Zengting in the late noon on the day I skipped school and of course we had our usual catch up at Din Tai Feng heh heh. Its always awesome to meet her, don't know why she's always so patient to me when it comes to hearing my crap. Ultimate love!

Finally submitted the assignment yesterday and the load is much more lighter now compared to the past few days, thank goodness for my two girls too man. <3

Today, we skipped the entire lecture (but we attended school!) stayed outside the lt and complete our unfinished work for the two lessons. I swear it was super tiring to wake up early in the morning and spend the whole day outside man.. After having a hearty lunch at Bedok Hawker Centre, we spent hours at Tampines area (again) before I went for my tuition!

As I said, it was a really tiring week. All the workload, work, and the miscellaneous stuffs I've been bothered with. Was on the bus home this evening and it made me wonder, why have I been slogging my guts out? Working too hard... For what? I don't know man. To keep myself occupied? In a way or so, definitely not for the money of course, in case you're wondering. I just find it difficult to reject people when they're all my old students that I love. I always tell myself its only a few hours a day, and it won't kill, because in any case I'd have spent the time doing something meaningless, no? Hahahah.

Prolly when you're all alone and you're pretty tired of all the things you're doing, you just feel like taking a step backwards and watch how the world goes by. The only thing that comes to my mind was, a person who can offers a hug and shoulders for me to cry on and fall asleep on it. Don't ask me why, it just came to my mind. No particular person though. Dont ask me why hahaha. And I just... Stoned all the way on the bus.

The only thing that I wanted to do was to sleep the moment I get home, I was really physically tired as well man. (This reminded me of the SQ quiz I've to study tomorrow, sigh) My well-deserved weekend break is here!

Oh ya before I forget, Tues was Valentine's Day! Hope you guys had a great one, whether its with or without a bf/gf by your side. Ya know, sometimes it really does not matter if its a Vday, so long as two parties cherish each other, everyday will be so loving as well. As for me? I spent with my three lovely tutees who always make me have a love-hate tutor relationship with them, hehehe.

In a way or so, I've straightened out my thoughts! Whatever Zengting said about me is so true, so I won't deny too. I'm already so lovedddd with the amount of talks and the physical/virtual presence that my 4 darlings gave me for the past few days, appreciated x10000. <3 <3 <3

P.S Xinghuei, ya know we don't say this infront of you and we don't know how to express our concern, only through texting, but we're always here too <3

Told you its a long entry! :D

Just the way you are.

2012-02-12T14:56:00.002+08:00

Its been a week! Busy busy week, as always. Been sleeping late every single night just to finish AMCA assignment, but time is running out and there's no way we can get more timeeeeeeeee. :(

Why do I feel the pictures are pixelated? Hmmm..

On Sunday, all of us turned up at Norvan's house for visiting! Entertained ourselves with food, poker, tv and iPad hahahah. Anyway its the company that counts! :) Went home early in the evening as the guys have to get ready for book in. Poor them..

Many many years of friendship! :> Cons, though you never fail to spite me with your (jokingly) insults but I still love you the same hahaha.

Ok... Then into our Mon-Fri usual routine of school again. Had my super tiresome tuition classes almost every single day but I still managed to pull through, it wasn't easy at all I swear :(

There was this day we wanted to have Beach Rd prawn mee! But it was closed, so we headed down to City Plaza for banmian! How can we forget about shopping aftermath right. ^^ Still craving for prawn mee, we skipped the class (again) and met Siewyin for lunch! There you are, but the ngoh hiang was only the first round of it, we ordered $20 worth of it in total, yeah that's how good the food were! :D

Spent the Friday with the girls again, had something healthy for lunch before I went for my tuition, while the other two stayed at Starbucks (and Weijin went off for her movie)! Met them again after my class hehe, this is how much I love their company :>

Was quite impromptu to meet Allan for dinner, waited for him at Tamp and we had our favourite Teppanyaki! I swear I was freaking tired at the end of the day, and you bet, I went home, STILL continued to do the assignment before heading to bed. :(

Finally gotten some rest yesterday before I headed out for some shopping. Its been so long, but there's still nothing for me to spend on, frustratinggg. The streets were kinda quiet for a weekend, which wasn't a bad thing afterall heh.

Ok, had enough rest today so I need to get my ass down to assignment. :( But say hi to holiday tomorrow! :D Meeting the girls again for some suntanning at Sentosa before we get #determined on finishing our project, can't wait :)

Finally made some plans for my 21st, hopefully all goes well though its still a few months away! This will be the first time I'm organising such celebration for my birthday? :D Birthday aside, I can't wait for the plans coming up toooooo ^^ Perhaps sometimes, you just have to let go of certain matters and look at it with a different perspective, life will be so much better. :)

2012-02-04T03:22:00.000+08:00

When life gets busy, I tend to neglect Blogger. The more I don't make it a habit to update, the more I'm lazy to do so hahaha. So here I am, before I turn in tonight and get ready for 100% effort in group assignments. (Sigh).....

There was this day where I met Zengting before I had my tuition. Last Friday? Roamed around the streets of Bugis and Orchard but apparently our talks were more interesting than the clothes that we were shopping for. I'm one person who's lazy to update my life via smses (it gets frustrating having to type a whole chunk of words when your mind is already in a mess) So often, unless I'm really desperate, I'll always hold all my stuffs and tell her in one go. And everytime we go home, I make sure I've nothing left to say, till the next time! Haha.

The next day was spent at Zengting's house. No wait, correction - I spent the morning at SIM for makeup lecture and went off to Zengting's house for visiting! One of the last few to reach but nevertheless, it was awesome I swear. Her mum was a great host, preparing all sorts of food and games to spend the day away. Although most of them were young (really young for our age) but I enjoyed their company, prolly because the time when we were kids was the best, just that we didn't realise it till we're now at the growing up stage.

Lazy to recall what happened aftermath but I literally spent this entire week running to and fro school and my tuition classes. Really, it gets too tiresome sometimes that I really wanna give up one of those kids, but I guess I'm too attached to them when I've already taught them for so long, and I really enjoyed teaching them at times, too adorable. ;)

TGIF today! Finally to the end of the week and what I've been looking for is today's reunion lunch with my girls. Its been quite sometime since we had a catchup together, and had lo hei at Soup Restaurant! The food was kinda good for their specialities, and all of us laughed too hard at some of the jokes we made after dinner. Soooo appreciative for this group of girls, really. :)

Been really down this days, really down. But life still goes on right? I remember someone once told me when you hit right at the bottom, the only way is to go up again, there's no long term downsides of life, its only a matter of time and eventually, everything will work out. So glad for my girlfriends, even if its just hearing me out and using their eyes to look at my wordy texts, I feel loved enough.

I've tried using Wordpress but it seems too difficult for me ah? But I think sooner or later I'm gonna jump over for my password locked entries, or prolly back to livejournal again? Which one?

Happy CNY!

2012-01-26T12:47:00.000+08:00

Didn't realise I haven't been updating this space lately, and I'm lazy to recall what happened ever since. Been busy with schoolwork and attending class on Saturday really suckkkkk. Last minute shopping for clothings and decals, every year without fail hahaha.

Reunion dinner on CNY Eve! Had a simple steamboat dinner at home and it was fab, minus the cleaning up part hahaha. I think CNY is the only time whereby 5 of us will sit down together and have a dinner. No wonder old folks find it sooo important.

Some families came over to my house early in the morning on Day 1, so I've no choice but to wash up earlier. Like the usual years, Allan's family came over for a visit and I quickly got changed (thus no outfit picture hahaha) and went out for visitings with them till late!

And again... Got up early on Day 2, reunion lunch buffet at Carlton Hotel. Prolly it was still early, my stomach couldn't fill too much food at one go. But of course, we won't be missing out Lo Hei!

Being me, I only like having the crackers hahaha. After which went for the last visiting of the year, which was also the most happening house of all....

7-8 families in the house?! The host called up lion dance and unknowingly we stayed till evening.

Actually took a couple of pictures, but decided not to put it up because my eyes were too puffy and swollen (Didn't realise till I flash it on my computer). Sigh, wasted. I didn't have a very bad CNY, neither did I have a fabulous one, just hope the remaining months would be good for me, at least.

Disappointment.

2012-01-17T14:48:00.000+08:00

Just when I was saying this sem is better off for me since I don't have much tuition classes, I received a call again and this time round its so difficult for me to reject it. :( So now, laoniang is working 4 days/week. Hateeeee it :(

Yesterday was a me-alone day, went down to Parkway again before to SIM for my school fees. Took buses back from SIM and I'm so surprised it only took 45minutes in total?! :O But the trips were good, no crowd and I just sat as the world goes by. Its been long, isn't it?

I came to realise, for certain people, even if you treat them reaaaally nice reaaaally good, you get nothing in return. Its okay if you got nothing in return but at the very least, don't be a hypocrite? I've been keeping this to myself for sucha long time, just because you're my friend and I treat you like one too. What's with keeping secrets and telling others about it? Sigh, grow up please.

2012-01-15T18:34:00.002+08:00

School started, no doubt the distance to Clementi is a major turnoff, thank goodness for Xinghuei's car muackz. Had porridge buffet on Wednesday! Met up with our favourite sister and as usual, we enjoyed laughing over dinner for that couple of hours.

I actually just went there the previous weekend, but not sick of the food yet! It feels like the food were all totally homecooked, and I like it this way hehe.

So other that day, I slogged my guts out on the usual two days of the week. Sometimes it gets really tiring but compared to the previous sem of course I'm better off this time round.

Friday, we all had our haircuts and I finally had my hair dyed! At least I don't look half dead now with ugly black roots, but the haircut was kinda short this time round, so difficult to maintain :( After lect, we went off to PCPY's 21st birthday! I guess this year's gonna be a busy one celebrating all the 21st babies. Gonna start planning mine soon but.... :( So lazy, so lazy.

Nevertheless, hope you enjoyed your day PCPY! :D

I dont know if its the school or just me, felt so weak the moment I got home, and so I only dragged myself out only at 4pm yesterday. :( Too broke from all my indulgences for the past few weeks, had to control myself from spending this weekend, so unbearable! As usual, town was indeed sooooo boring but we suddenly had a craving for Indonesian BBQ food! :>

I don't know how we walked for so many hours w/o buying anything man, while waiting to catch our sneak preview at 11pm! It was a long long 2.5hours movie but its good! By the time we're home, its already 2plus 3 in the morning and we regretted not going for supper aftermath because our only meal of the day couldn't last our stomachs :(

Stay home Sunday! Packed my room (again) and decided to leave my wardrobe as it is for the upcoming year. The weather is so terrible today gosh. Can't wait for my CNY plans! No school for the next two days. HELLO HOLIDAYS :D

Baking, Wm's 21st, first day of Sem 2.

2012-01-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

Can't remember when this was taken but I was sooo bored at home and I decided to bake again. Being so lazy to search for new recipes, I reused my chocolate cake recipe again hahaha and as per requested by Siewyin and Weijin, I made some cookies as well! :D Overnight baking was goooood but tiring, and at least it took me off my mind for few hours that night when I was home alone. My dearest sis helped me out when she's back. Spell love! :D

The last day of my 2-month long holiday was spent with my favourite people again! Its to make up Weimin's 21st birthday which was last week, and as usual our laughter filled up the whole place throughout. Though its been quite sometime we had full attendance, I just love it when all of us gather around, and even if we've known some of us since we were 13, I wasn't really close to them back then! Look how Cons and Ks's siblings grown over the years. Time flies!

So today's the first day of school! :( Ok, it wasn't reaaaally that bad because I have my two girls around! As usual la, what else can we laugh about during lecture? Tsk, but they're the reason why I'll like school now. :)

Went TP for lunch as well to check out textbooks with MM&Co, soon after 3 of us went Tampines and I had my Yakult Green Tea again hehez. Weijin left, Xinghuei and I continued shopping, not really shopepd but bought some household products?! Got some free samples at Watsons as well to try out the CURE natural aqua gel, so far so good! Guess I really need to invest in really expensive stuffs for my skincare regime soon.

Way to go! Hope the semester ahead will be good! :)

Dimsum buffet!

2012-01-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

After having so much fun, I went back to my mundane days again~

But we girls (excluding Wj) met up for dimsum brunch on Wed! :D

This time at Tung Lok! Having to finish all this food by ourselves = No joke. Plus we had a bowl of fried rice to ourselves too. The food was good though, not value for money IMO.

The soup was goooooooooood :D First dish of the day hahaha.

This 3 came first before the rest were placed at till we had no space for the fried rice lor, imagine how much food there were.

Lol, went town to run a lil errands and trust me, the dimsum was the meal of the day for me. Went home in the early evening and nua away again~

At the beginning.

2012-01-03T00:42:00.002+08:00

I spent the last day of 2011 shopping away in town, wanted to catch a movie but totally forgotten about buying tix for our show, so were walking aimlessly thinking where to go... Passed by Ngee Ann City and they've this countdown party going on! Since I didn't wanna squeeze with the crowd just for fireworks at Marina, we stayed there throughout and it was equally good too! Minus the smelly people of course.. :/ No choice especially when its a free event like this. Wonder why I didn't take any pictures. -.-

After the countdown, we made our way back and wanted to drop by Merlion Park before going back home but the jam was really bad and roadblocks made us head home instead. :(

First day of 2012 was awesome! Woke up in the afternoon and went for some shopping at FEP again, before making our way to Ritz-Carlton in the early evening, thanks to Allan's parents who booked a room previously and we people just wanna kpo about the hotel room hahaha. It was only till yesterday I came to know there's only 2 6-star hotels in Singapore? Totally clueless abt the tourism industry.

Anyway, the view was equally good as compared to MBS too.

3 of us came out to the lift lobby and started taking pictures after dinner, laughed like mad for our self-shots and this is the only picture that's decent lol.

Took a walk through Helix Bridge, and we had a swim at the pool! As usual la because yours truly don't know howwwww to swim so just stayed around in the water, but the jacuzzi was awesome max. :D Doodling with their gym facilities since there weren't anyone around and all of us had a great laugh hahahaha.

And this morning.. It turns out to be I was the last one waking up for breakfast when his parents were already out LOL. So left the 3 of us, again, walked to Marina Square and had Mac as breaky! It was only 10am in the morning?! Totally not used to it heh.

Lol that's not all yet, we even went to Bugis and had some shopping. So there you go, I'll ban myself from spending money for at least a week.... Came home in the late afternoon, I was too tired and caught a nap the moment I hug my bed.

This sums up my beginning of 2012. Hope it'll stay good like this! Aside that, I had my share of fun this whole of 3 weeks and I know I need to work hard for the year ahead. I WANNA GRAD AT THE END OF 2012!

To end 2011 and start 2012.

2012-01-01T12:26:00.001+08:00

As usual, when it comes to end of year, I'd spend some time reading my blog for the forgotten memories to see what I've been doing for the past year. That's the reason why I never stopped blogging!

2011 wasn't really bad, neither it was really that awesome either. Compared to other years, it was better. :) Spent the first few months rushing through FYP with my TP groupmates! Ended TPoly life, moving over to Singtel at Nex as a temp full-timer, met some awesome colleagues! 20th birthday was kinda good, surprise BBQ (though it sorta failed as a surprise for me) but I got to celebrate with all my lovely people on that day.

Graduation ceremony was good, oh and went BKK for the first time, got some stocks back to start on ZAG&ZAG, kept myself really busy that short period of time. Went Genting before my new undergrad life starts at SIM-RMIT, awesome girls with me around that made all the school days better. Met a couple of new friends too which one or two became my soulmates, I'm really grateful for that.

Moving on, spent close to 3 months running in and out of SGH for my dad's multiple surgeries and 'm glad he's all well now. Mum's health wasn't that good either but I believe she would stay strong for the sake for all of us and she's fine for the time being, which I really hope it'll stay this way. Sister came back few months ago too, we got closer than ever and now I'm too used to having her around in the house.

2nd half of the year went pretty dramatic, was a bad heartbreaker to some people out there and I'm sorry my feelings weren't what you all wanted it to be. But then again, I realise love isn't everything. Its not just people must be together just because they love each other. To me, it takes more than just that because it involves other issues as well. I won't let feelings rule my head anymore this time round, and I'm not sure how long I'll stay alone like this but I hope things will at least go my way for the upcoming year. Friends wise, I'm glad that I didn't lose any. All stayed and kept by my side throughout the year and I'm thankful for that, probably because I've too much free time to spare and always get to catch up with my girls every now and then. I'll be a better friend in 2012 I promise!

All the things that took place made me realise growing up isn't easy after all, and my family is more important than anything else in the world.

So I do really hope that 2012 will be better than 2011. No more heartbreaks, anxiety and worries from all my important people in my life or at least, I won't be expecting 0 tears but lesser dramas?

Christmas 2011!

2011-12-26T23:38:00.004+08:00

As planned, we girls had our annual gathering on the 23rd! Some of us met early in the morning for USS. It was kinda early for all of us and we were tired actually, but who knows it turn out to be so fun and everyone got freaked out by some of the rides hahahah!

First ride at Canopy Flyer! Only MM and I came before so we knew how it went la, but obviously not to be a spoiler, we didn't really tell them how the rides go if not its not a surprise for them what, no? :D

This indoor roller coaster inside the Egypt mummy palace scared the wits out of them, including me which its already the 2nd time taking it.

After a couple of rides, it rained :(

Too heavy that we had to buy ponchos to walk to and fro for indoor rides.

While waiting for the rest to arrive at Vivo, we went back to the hotel and had a bath, changed to our themed outfits for the night! My blue not bright enough meh.......

Back with all the food and such, started gobbling down since we were all famished. Not to forget taking photos!

And it was another long night again, this time round I only had 2.5hours of sleep even after we had our drinks and games which ended at 4ish. Freaking tired, no joke. :(

Went home on 24th, took a bath again before heading out to meet Allan to catch Mission Impossible 4! I don't know if its the movie or the energy left within me, I dozed off during the first part of the movie. :( It was a nice show though. Hahahah. And we rushed down to Holland V for XLB steamboat! Missed it and the food was awesome like always, didn't get to take any pictures because we were freaking hungry and swallowed everything the moment all the food came, no time to take pictures ah! By the time we were done with our late dinner (supper), it struck 12am! Holland V was hyped up with all the bars around and all, even drove down to past Orchard Rd and see if there was any crowd. But being too tired, I came home straight after and hugged my bed immediately within 10minutes of bath. This is how tired I was!!!!! :(

Yes, on the 25th I woke up in the early afternoon and met Zengting at TM before Cons came fetching us to MBS. This is the first time the clique is celebrating Christmas together! To our disappointment, the mgt sucked and it took us 2hours before getting a proper room to settle down. I nearly dozed off while waiting again at the lobby, tsk.

Finally, the rest came (except for Christian) and we ordered Pizza Hut, bought cupcakes from High Society to surprise Cons for her belated birthday too! Even went up to the Skypark after dinner! Yours truly had a little problem going down initially because of my lil red auntie came visiting me yesterday buttttt! Was too tempted by the pool, so went back to get changed and went down, the water so FREAKING COLD and I was shivering nonstop, I swear. But at least I get to experience it and I loved it! :D

View from 41th floor. Well, it isn't that bad after all except for the lousy reception (couldn't even receive calls in the room) and the waiting part at the lobby earlier on?

I slept earlier than expected last night, and being one of the slowest to wake up this morning. Tooooo tired. They went to the skypark again but shortly after we went down to have our lunch. Finally, HOME SWEET HOME!

Came home, again threw my things aside and crashed for a couple of hours immediately when I hugged my bed. Now I'm having a slight headache which sucksssss. Back to reality tomorrow..... :(

On a side note, thank you Constance and SiewYin for the wonderful stays at the hotels, enjoyed myself to the fullest. What's more, I get to enjoy it with all my lovely friends this year. and I must say its one of the best Christmas I've celebrated so far. :) Not forgetting the Christmas presents I received from Weimin, SY, Tinghui and Zt, and the cards from my girls! Toooo loved already :D Friends are da best, yes.

Losers keepers, finders weepers.

2011-12-22T12:53:00.002+08:00

Just when I thought I'd only have a busy weekend this week, turns out to be the entire week instead. Started another tuition this week and because of some private matters to attend to, I've to postpone one of it to Wed, which means I'm occupied every single day this week. Love it :D

But it wasn't really good on Tuesday, was out with Sis the whole day to attend some stuffs and helped her with packing and all. It made me wonder how vulnerable some things can be, and matters of the heart are always the hardest to deal with.

Before meeting Zengting yesterday, I went for my makeup tuition too, and yawning nonstop throughout the 3 hours.... Tiresome having to wake up at 9am everyday. :/

As usual, we talked nonstop whenever we meet for shopping. I realise I'm the one always doing the talking uh hahaha no choice, I'm one who's really lazy to text abt long winded stuffs unless I can't take it and need to find someone to rant at. She's a happy girl last night lugging so many things home, while I need to have some self-control because this month is really getting tied for my pocket :( Can't wait for payday! Though I took last week heh.... Ok, can't wait for the next payday then!

Stayed up last night to make Christmas cards! So I need to finish it by 2pm later on if not I can't pass it to them tomorrow!!!!

2011-12-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

Went xmas shopping yesterday and bought all the prezzies that I'm supposed to! It was a last min decision to go Marina Sq because the jam at Orchard was too crazy, but still able to complete my to-buy list, nothing for myself though :( Going too broke this month due to gift giving season....

The past few days been watching Running Man online, laughing my nights away and I don't know if its the reason for my nightmares, especially Sis was away last night and having to wake up at 4am in the middle of the night having cold sweat all over is pretty scary, yet I can't remember a single thing that took place in my dream. :/ Moreover, I know I'm being watched (stalked), virtually or physically prolly. Sigh...

There are some things, like a glass broken into pieces can't be perfect anymore no matter how nicely you gonna piece it back in a whole. I know I need to oversee the scars behind if I wanna step forward, but talk is cheap, anyhow? No, its not as simple as so long two people wanna get together, they will get together. Barriers can be difficult to be dealt with. And its not like, I love you you love me so we should be together. No, I definitely do not agree. I guess this is what I've learnt from my sis, and from myself too.

Growing up.

2011-12-17T12:41:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks before the end of 2011. I can't help but to think that this year passed too fast, probably because of FYP followed by some overseas trip and months of FT job at Singtel, and next half of the year went to SIM RMIT. Perhaps its just me or the age, I don't intend to have grand celebrations to welcome the new year or so.. I think its not our thing anymore? Just wanna laze at home every day whenever I got the chance because I'll be slogging my guts out again when school starts. :(

So the past few days been nothing but going for tuitions and random meetups with Xinghuei blahblah. Sometimes I hate the process of growing up :< The stamina, the energy, the problems we have to face while growing up. Frankly speaking, I'm not even looking forward to end of 2012, which by then I'd have completed my studies. Moving towards adulthood and spending the rest of my life working.... The thought of it is so boring :/ Thats why people say enjoy your teenage years while you can? Haha.

Mum's been telling me to plan the HK trip but then thanks to her too I can't confirm the dates, tsk. So difficult to have a family trip once in a while? :(

Good company throughout the night.

2011-12-14T11:40:00.001+08:00

Was being invited to meet up with some ex colleagues for fishing at Punggol few days ago and since I've nothing to do after my tuition, SY and I decided to go! :D

This was more like a catching up session instead. Almost everyone attended, so glad Edelene and KC came too because the last time I met them was at school bash and it was two months ago? Indeed, though its only two months but loads of stuffs happened to each individual be it good or bad. Whenever we talked and laughed like the good old times, I really miss how we guys worked at a shop outlet for only a couple of months but managed to gel so well despite our age gap. Life still goes on now that we've went separate ways, at least I'm glad they were the reasons for me to stay behind for work during that period of time after intern. Though Sy left us (me) earlier and didn't get to know them well, they still can get along last night! :D

Came home at like... 4-ish in the morning?

Thankiew Siew for the ride home and the listening ear, hehe (L)

Fresh start.

2011-12-12T11:58:00.000+08:00

Actually, I didn't think of changing any blog url or whatsoever till yesterday. It was one impromptu decision because I didn't wanna remember certain memories that were haunting me, traumatizing, and unhappy. Even though I got to admit some were certainly wonderful, but its all a smokescreen.

Christmas is coming, I should get my lazy ass up to do cards? There're things that I wanna sum up at the end of the year to my dearest friends around me, who stood by me all year long and things that I wanna remind myself of too, as lessons learnt.

On a side note, my sis and I went for a pampering session at Parkway! First timer for Gelish manicure and pedicure and I LOVE IT! Gonna get addicted to it though its kinda expensive :/ Love how it didn't even require time for it to dry up, just instant drying under Gel led light machine and I can scratch my face, answer my phone, take my bag straight after the session HAHA.

Not having anything for the entire day, we saved our stomachs for dinner at Sakae Sushi. I don't know why but feel that the standard of the food is dropping tremendously. :/ Had a good laugh with her over dinner, and it was the only time I destressed myself this weekend.